Journal Entries about myself more so

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

 

TO ALL THE ONES WHO HATED ME THE MOST, A TOAST! YOU REALLY HAD ME GOING FOR A SECOND!
Current mood: SELF-CENTERED

 

:::Jackie is:::

Y A Cunt
Y A Bitch
Y A Greedy Little Fit Haver
Y Stupid
Y Self-Centered
Y A Loser
Y Friendless
Y Gutless
A Shitty Friend
Y UnCool
Y UnPretty
Y UnEverything
Y Not Fun
Y Not Cool Enough To Hang Out With The Cool Kids
Y Hated By Many
Y Cold-Hearted
Y Easy To Get Into Bed With
Y A Gold Digger
Y Ugly
Y Not Fit To Be Around People
Y Not My Friend Anymore
Y Annoying
Y Gross
Y Fat
Y Not Allowed To Play With All The Other Freaks
Y Gay
Y A Lesbian
Y Bisexual
Y Homosexual
Y A Witch
Y A Whore
Y A Slut
Y A Skank
Y A Two-Faced Backstabber
Y Mean
 
:::Jackie Likes:::
 
Y Wearing UGLY Make Up
Y Really UGLY Clothes
Y Making Fun Of People
Y Using People For Her Own Good
Y Stabbing People In The Back
Y Starting Rumors
Y Making Babies Cry
Y Pushing People Down
Y Throwing Sand in People's Eyes
Y Making Her Friends Into Jokes
Y Laughing At People With Cancer
Y Giving Back Alley Abortions
Y Really Shitty Music
 
:::Jackie Thinks:::
 
Y She's Better Than You
Y She's Cooler Than You
Y She Has More Friends Than You
Y She's Prettier Than You
Y She Knows EVERYTHING
Y Everyone Wants To Be Her
Y No One Will Ever Be As AWESOME As Her
Y That You Wish Your Girlfriend Was HER.
 
Now...Don't You Want To Be Jackie's BEST FRIEND?! :]

 

Currently listening :
yes virginia (dig)
By Dresden Dolls
Release date: By 18 April, 2006

7:58 PM - 5 Comments - 2 Kudos - add comment - edit - remove

kta

 

pssh....damn striaght you're all that and so much more!

 

 

Posted by kta on Tuesday, March 21, 2006 at 8:39 PM
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jaaaaaaaaay..... yowza

 

my two favorties would have to be
Jackie likes to:
make babies cry
give back alley abortions

cause i know you do it, i was there :p

<3

 

Posted by jaaaaaaaaay..... yowza on Wednesday, March 22, 2006 at 9:08 AM
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sacred feminine

i &hearts; you!

Posted by sacred feminine on Wednesday, March 22, 2006 at 7:27 PM
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xeat_my_fuckx

 

YES!! I DO!!! PICK ME!!! PICK ME!!!

 

Posted by xeat_my_fuckx on Thursday, March 23, 2006 at 10:21 PM
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Saturday, March 04, 2006

Missed Me, Missed Me, NOW YOU'VE GOT TO KISS ME!
Current mood: bored

 

LetSee How Many of These Things I Can Actually List...
 
160 things about me
 
1. I don't like drugs and I don't really care for people who do them either.
2. I hate when people get shit-faced to be cool.
3. I'm no against getting tipsy, it's plain out drunk that bothers me.
4. Sometimes I'd really rather not be at parties but I go to them anyway's.
5. I tend to be paranoid and think people hate me even when they convince me they don't every day
6. I really don't like stereotypes, it's like humanity has a bar code on them or something
7. I don't care for Cedar Shoals much, but there's some classes I really don't mind going to.
8. Sometimes I get really upset over little things but don't pay attention to big things.
9. I don't really get along with people my own age as well as people who are older than me.
10. alot of people keep telling me I need to stop "falling for" guys that are older than me like it's something I can prevent...it kind of bothers me
11. I hate when guys make sexual jokes towards me constantly like calling me a whore and then wonder why I don't find it funny.
12. I've actually only had 4 boyfriends, and none of the "relationships" lasted long
13. My favorite font is "Papyrus"...I don't know why
14. I prefer going to plays rather than going to the movies
15. I actually like watching old films and everything because I think the actors/actresses had more passion, even if they aren't considered as good as the ones today
16. Part of me kind of likes Athens but sometimes I'd rather be somewhere else.
17. I used to be really afraid of rejection, but after getting that as a response quite a few times, I got over it
18. I can't seem to attract guys my own age...only much older guys see me as "Girlfriend Material"
19. That's flattering but still kind of annoying
20. I don't really like being told I'm "hot" or "fine" because I don't see those really as compliments, anyone can be "hot" but it takes alot more to be "beautiful"
21. alot of my friends tell me that I have bad taste in guys, and sometimes I get the feeling they might be right.
22. People tend to see the way I dress and act as a way to get attention, when actually, I'm just loud and like to dress weird.
23. Emo kids annoy me, but they're really fun to mess with.
24. I actually don't like having a million IMs up at once, it doesn't make me feel popular...just kind of annoyed.
25. I watch Fresh Prince of Belair all the time
26. That show makes me laugh my ass off
27. If I eat too much chocolate I end up getting sick.
28. I actually tend to get afraid of getting fat
29. I feel stupid when I worry about weight and looks but I still do sometimes
30. I don't like people who think you have to only hang out with people that are just like you, Some of my friends are complete opposites of me.
31. I think pretty much everyone in my Drama class hates me
32. I don't really blame them
33. I tend to get in stupid arguments a lot just because I like to argue
34. My mom really bothers the hell out of me sometimes.
35. My parents got divorced when I was 2 and my dad killed himself.
36. That actually didn't really effect me much until recently
37. I actually have friends over the Internet that I care about more than anything.
38. One of my best friends lives in Australia.
39. I actually don't see anything wrong with online relationships
40. But I don't think I could handle one.
41. I have pretty bad trust issues and I really wish I'd get over them.
42. Sometimes I'd rather be by myself than hanging out with anyone.
43. Sometimes I say I want to be alone but I actually want someone to talk to me.
44. I think I pretty much tell Andrew everything, and if I didn't tell him something, It's because it wasn't important.
45. I don't like when people worry about me too much, it makes me feel like a burden.
46. I really hate when people say "I'm Sorry"
47. I don't like when people try and figure me out, because what they come up with is usually wrong.
48. I think Cartoons are pretty much amazing.
49. Going to Andrew's house and watching Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends is one of my favorite things to do on a Saturday
50. I love reading, I do it all the time.
51. I'm still a virgin...
52. I like it that way.
53. I've done a lot of things I regret, but I don't let them bother me.
54. Tim Burton is pretty much my favorite director EVER.
55. Danny Elfman is one of my favorite composers.
56. I like Johnny Depp for more than his "Good Looks"
57. When Tim Burton, Danny Elfman, and Johnny Depp combine, I think they make SUPER MOVIES.
58. I really hate my feet a lot.
59. I tend to be really self-conscious and I hate it.
60. I think Andrew is like the only person I actually like talking on the phone with.
61. I think Buddy Chats are hilarious.
62. I can sing along to EVERY song on the first Avril Lavigne CD
63. I actually think Avril Lavigne's music is pretty fun and catchy.
64. I STILL listen to the Spice Girls
65. When I was little, I beat up all the boys if they didn't take care of the babies when we played house.
66. Dude...Ashlee Simpson is pretty rad.
67. I have horrible taste in music
68. I LOVE my horrible taste in music.
69. When I was little, I was a HUGE Packers (football team) fan, my family went to super bowl parties for them all the time.
70. I think Mr. Moore knows more about me than friends my own age.
71. I think Dr. Craft is one of the worst things that has happened to Cedar...and I think everyone is aware of this.
72. I tend to fight for what I believe in, even if no one supports me.
73. I hate people who are against something and complain about it, but are too afraid to fight for it.
74. I'm an activist and I'm not afraid to cause hell in order to be heard.
75. I'm also a feminist, and I love the whole idea of feminism.
76. I'm Wiccan, but not to be cool, because I actually follow the beliefs.
77. I hate people who judge things before they know anything about them.
77. I hate it when people judge other's before knowing them.
78. I think opinions are great, but I don't think you have the right to one unless you know all about what you're praising or insulting.
79. I have like a million online blogs, and I don't really write in most of them all the time.
80. I tend to get hurt really easily, but I can hide it pretty easily as well.
81. Sometimes I get really annoyed for no reason and then just end up mad.
82. I think me liking someone more than a friend made them hate me.
83. I'm really upset because of it.
84. I'm not on as good of terms as I'd like to be with my ex boyfriends...I blame myself.
85. I LOVE the Cabaret...and I want to run away and become a Cabaret girl
86. I think mimes are actually pretty cool.
87. I wouldn't mind being one...or marrying one.
88. I don't know if I'll ever even end up married, I want to, but I've got bad luck with relationships.
89. I find it really funny when people accuse me of being "madly in love" with someone.
90. Especially when that "Someone" is Josh
91. I actually like not having a boyfriend, but a date once in a while would be nice.
92. I haven't kissed anyone since May 21st, 2005
93. I know that because it was a party.
94. The last person I kissed was someone that I don't get along with.
95. I love musicals, I think they're pretty much one of the best things ever.
96. I have risque photos of myself...
97. and you can't see them.
98. I've read every Harry Potter book, and loved them all.
99. I cried so much when Sirius Black died.
100. and was just as sad when J.K. Rowling killed off Dumbledore
101. I am incredibly surprised that I got to 101
102. I don't like being told that I don't have a chance with someone, even if I know it's true.
103. I think Marilyn Monroe is simply amazing.
104. I would be a stripper if it weren't for me hating my body.
105. I think Courtney Love is pretty rad, and people who hate her are just jealous because they couldn't be hot and marry Kurt like her.
106. I still love Nirvana and think they're awesome.
107. The song "Polly" makes me want to cry.
108. I almost cried at the end of "Once on this Island"
109. I'm a sucker for chick flicks...they can generally make me burst out in tears.
110. I hate crying in front of people, but still managed to cry in front of half the school.
111. I think Josh Miles is really funny and fun to mess with/talk to...but I don't think he likes me very much.
112. As lame as it sounds, I HATE when people don't reply to my messages...it makes me feel like they don't care at all.
113. I tend to get a lot of random phone calls from random Ghetto Guys that I don't know.
114. I think it's creepy, but amusing.
115. I'm pretty much obsessed with the Dresden Dolls
116. I LOVE me some Riot Grrrl
117. I still play little kid games like Hide and Go Seek, Tag, and "Don't touch the lava"
118. I think Graveyards are really cool, and people think that's kind of creepy, but they're really peaceful
119. I don't like when people make fun of someone for something that can't help, like mentally challenged people, it really pisses me off.
120. I don't think violence is that great, actually, I think it's pretty stupid and a sorry way for amusement.
121. I like reading the graffiti on the bathroom walls, they make me laugh.
122. I don't like the way I look in a lot of my pictures, I think I look really stupid.
123. I'm not afraid of rodents or anything, because I think mice are actually pretty cute.
124. Though I am completely terrified of spiders.
125. I don't really hate anyone, but dislike is a completely different story.
126. I like doing fun goofy shit even if it makes people think I'm crazy
127. I love getting mail and sending it.
128. I procrastinate WAY too much.
129. I tend to hide it when I'm in a bad mood or upset about it.
130. Sometimes I hate when people talk to me about their relationship problems, but other times I don't mind much
131. I love those silly teen romance movies, I think they're cheesy but sweet.
132. I hate when people talk to me when they're depressed when I'm in a good mood, because it ends up making me depressed.
133. I wish the people at Cedar would focus more on the Drama program and less on the sports.
134. I like having the element of surprise on people, like just surprising them by doing something crazy or them finding out something about me that shocks them, shock factors awesome.
135. I hate when people I care about get upset.
136. I'm not usually the jealous type, but sometimes I can't help it.
137. I don't like it when people talk about my friends badly, it pisses me off.
138. I'd rather someone tell me the truth even if it hurts than lie to me to make me feel better.
139. I say "ow" a lot even when something doesn't hurt.
140. I like someone, and I think they know it, I just don't think they really care.
141. I have 3 dogs
142. and two cats.
143. I've actually been on a military base
144. I HATE the cold more than the heat.
145. I think I'd like the winter in the south better if even though it was cold, we at least got snow.
146. I still have fun playing dress up.
147. hannah, katie, juan, andrew, and caleb are pretty much the best group to hang out with ever.
148. I love fairy tales, I think they're so fun to read and stuff, especially the un-sugarcoated versions.
149. I love cheesy things that are romantic.
150. truthfully, I am such a sucker for cheesy pick up lines.
151. I love clothes shopping with friends (especially katie) it's so entertaining.
152. I like when I can go to a friend's house and feel like I pretty much live there.
153. I like random conversations with strangers, they're always so fun and interesting.
154. I think being hit on is really funny...I don't know why, it's just hilarious.
155. I think it's fun trying to get shy people out of their "shell"
156. I think thrift stores are like the best places EVER!    
157. I love going to Garage Sales
158. Vintage stores are pretty amazing
159. Downtown is a really fun place to hang out.